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le'Rose
“If people refuse to look at you in a new light and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you've made, if they don't realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.”
― Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free History
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 Oh yeah , thats Nam Woohyun . The man who i'm married to in my dreamland . Cute right ? Well , he is , to all HIS Assalamualaikum ! Hey :) Okey , tadi baru je , berapa minit post entry . Sekarang post lagi . Heheh :) Nak berstory actually . Before that , masa belum lambat lagi kan ? Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha ! :) Okey , cerita ini maybe , a sad story ? Maybe ? Not so kot . A life that everyone has . Okey , maybe in this section , i will put a lot of english language ? Maybe ? Okey , petang tadi kan , aku blogwalking dekat satu blog yang aku dulu selalu jadi stalker . Heheh , mana ada stalker . Tipu sahaja . And then , aku terbaca latest post dia . Nah , CLICK HERE kalau nak baca entry itu :)  Yeah , i'm going to be alone . Bukan alone means , i break with someone or what . Seriously , its been a long time i've been falling in love with someone since last year . Okey , i'm telling the truth . Its , about my family . Korang dah baca dah , link yang aku kasi itu ? Aku cadangkan korang read those post first and then mine . :) Okey , bukannya family aku musnah or what . I'm just going to be lonely because abang ke-3 dah nak SPM . means ? Oh , yeah before that , walaupun tak patut diberitahu , but let me just tell you okey ? Aku ada 6 orang adik-beradik , plus me :) First , Along . 2nd , abang adib , 3rd , Hakim , 4th , me , 5th , Aiman and lastly Aatif . Oh well , along and abang adib is no longer here with me . Jangan fikir lain . Dia orang kan dah besar kan , so diaorang mestilah bekerja sekarang . Oh , both of them already end up their study . But , maybe abang adib nak further his study . And , yeah , both of them already work . They in KL . Hell yeah ? The place that every people will live on . Me ? I'm in Batu Pahat . Okey , another information . Korang boleh panggil keluarga aku , ' keluarga pindah - randah ' . A'ah , actually , dulu , masa aku kecik2 dulu till i'm 8 , aku tinggal di KL . then pindah JB sehingga habis UPSR and then now , the last place kot . Tak pasti kalau abah nak pindah kemana lagi . Batu Pahat . Penat weh , aku cakap kau pindah - pindah ni and it is the most sad things ever happen . Nasib baik BP ( BATU PAHAT ) ni berada dalam daerah JB and my grandparent sebelah mak live there . Oh yeah , aku boleh jumpa Bestie aku dekat sana . Yeah XD . The most sad things is , korang kena tinggalkan kawan - kawan baik korang . A'ah , masa darjah 6 at the end of the year , kitaorang sambut macam ' Breakfast Party ' ? Hahah :D . kitaorang pergi padang , konon - konon nak joging tapi nak parti . Tak adalah ramai sangat sikit je . Yang baik dengan aku jelah . hoho . Then main tepung and all of that . Then , that day aku menangis bila kawan aku 2 orang ni kena balik cepat . Dorang ada hal , so kena balik cepat lah . Oh yeah hell ! Mestilah menangis , dahlah kawan baik gila baik aku pula tu . Mestilah aku nangis . Then , andi , cepat2 call dorang kata aku nangis and all of that things and dorang datang semula pastu terus peluk aku . Aku nangis doe . Haha , macam drama kan ? Okey , well its not . Its a real life . Then dorang balik lambat sikit . Lepastu yeah , balik . Oh yeah , i dont want to remember it how sad i was that day . Leaving your bestie but nevermind , i already have a new life here and yeah , i still remember them . Balik JB je , mesti aku text dorang nak jumpa . :) Okey , out of the story . ! Haha :D . okey , abang aku yang ketiga ada SPM 2 Weeks more . Right ? And then i going to be alone . Well , lepas habis SPM , dia kata nak cari kerja part time and bla bla bla and lastly dia akn pergi universiti right ? Oh yeah , dia nak amik kursus law . Its his dream . :) i'll always pray for you hakim .  Lepas dia , its going to be me . I'm freaking 14 right now . Yeah , i'm old . Never thought so actually that i already 14 . Buy yeah , thats life actually and next year PMR . Okey , aku baru sahaja terfikir benda tu hari ini . He change a lot actually abang aku . I cant denied it because its true . And one of it is , ' He Is A Health Freak ! ' //kakak punya style cakap . A'ah , dia jaga badan . Kalau masuk bilik dia , dah tak macam bilik dah . More to gym ? Other than that , dia sekarang memang banyak dah berubah . Maybe dia dah insaf . Okey , thats a past story which i'm not going to tell public ! He is freaking different ! But , yeah , different . Tapi bukan different jahat lah , different baik . Okey , people change also , dont you know ? I change a lot too this year . Yeah , i thing i'm going to start changing my life so i can start to be a better person . Nak dibandingkan last year and this year , tahun ni paling teruk sekali . Okey , mostly result exam ? Okey , selama aku sekolah di menengah rendah ini , aku tak pernah fail apa - apa subject . Alahamdulilah . Kenapa aku cakap macam itu ? Well , sebab ada kawan - kawan aku yang gagal in certain subject . Aku dah semakin malas . Well , malas nak belajar ? Oh yeah . Aku rasa macam belajar ni sia - sia je tau ? Teruk kan ? Kalau dulu , gila rajin aku belajar everyday . Tapi mestilah aku online dulu or tak pun aku tak online . But now , i'm such a freaking lazy ass girl ! Woah , kasar kan ayat ? Okey , jangan ikut macam tu . Aku hanya guna in writting not speaking . Adik - beradik , lumrah kan kalau kita bergaduh ? A'ah , aku selalu gaduh dengan dia . Well , dia suka sakat orang kau tahu tak ! Then , dia pon menyakitkan hati juga . He can be childish sometimes and matured . Kalau dalam bab agama , he is good . :) Bukan sebab abah kitaorang uztaz or what , dia belajar kot . mestilah . ta macam aku . hey , aku pun tahu tau apa salah ta salah semua ni . ! :) Dia selalu ingatkan aku , " Kau tahun depan PMR , mula belajar dari sekarang . Kau jangan menyesal macam aku dulu . Insaf lah weh . "Serius , susah tau kalau korang nak jumpa abang - abang yang cakap macam tu . Kot ? Aku selalu gaduh dengan dia mostly sebab TETTTTTTTTT no way i'm gonna talk about it . Tapi sekarang aku dah okey dengan dia , mostly sebab dia nak exam besar and yeah , aku nak dia dapat resutl yang cemerlang tau . Setiap kali kalau dia nak belajar aku akan cakp " Semoga berjaya Hakim . Aku sentiasa daoakan kau dapat keputusan cemerlang . Belajar rajin - rajin . FIGHTING ! "HAHAHA :D . ta boleh bla kan ? Tapi memang ye , setiap kali dia nak belajar aku akan cakap macam itu . Nanti dia selalu cakap Okey , itu memang dialon kitaorang setiap kali dia ajak aku belajar . Banyak alasan aku kasi . Dah habis periksa lah , itu lah . Then lepas tu , aku akan cakap macam kat atas tu . Aku beri kata - kata semangat lah . Argh , tak sangka masa berlalu dengan cepat . Aku tanak sorang - sorang dekat rumah ! Even ada 2 orang adik aku , but they still kids ! Hello ? Nampaknya , lepasni akulah ketua adik beradik . Gila lah ! Mesti susah kan ? Nanti form 4 aku nak amik lesen motor lah so senang sikit . Kenapa ? Guna logik akal why . Kalau tak , nak belik apa2 aku akan suruh abang aku . so ? faham ? Penat juga aku bercerita lebar panjang ni . Yeah , i'm going to be alone next year . Hahah , wish me luck even thought there's 2 months left , i guess ? My speech to Hakim : " Hakim , aku doakan kau dapat keputusan yang DAEBAK . that will make all of us and mostly mak and abah happy . Get your dreams forward and please be a nice guy . Hahah :D . Semoga kau happy selalu dan success in everythings you do . I wish you luck and may Allah bless your life . " - Yah .Okey , thats all . Done ! Annyeong and Assalamualaikum ! :D
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